...Alive...

I'm alive! Seriously... i am! I have been getting tons of crap lately for not updating my blog. I am horrible. So to all of you....all 4 of you, who might read my blog...i am sorry. Life has just been crazy lately, but i feel like it is always crazy. I always think to myself, one more month and life will slow down...but it never does! I think i better get used to it. Am i right?

Anyways...tons has happened since the last time i blogged...and i am going to choose to not update you on everything that has been going on, because it's really overwhelming to me at the moment. You know, like when you haven't written in your journal for two years...and you finally write in it again, and you don't know where to begin to write? Yeah, thats how i feel.

So right now, i will tell you what is currently taking up 99% of my life. Flippin Dental Hygiene school applications. No one told me it would be this big of a head ache. Everyday i have to tell myself..."Lindsey, this will be worth it. And Heavenly Father knows what he's doing. You don't." It helps.
So...i am applying to

(They only accept 12 a year into the program. scary!!)

(I would rather poke my eye with a needle than live in Ogden, but beggars can't be choosers) 

(This is right by where my sister lives, in Texas. This school is secretly my first choice. Don't tell my mother)

(This school is in McKinney, Texas...just a little north of Dallas. This would be super close to my 2 brothers. This is also secretly my first choice. Again, don't tell my mother)



Oh...and i forgot to mention, i applied here.....

And i got accepted! Cool huh?

But guess what? I declined the acceptance.

Am i stupid for doing that? You can tell me i am. Lots of people already have.

I just didn't have a good feeling about it for various reasons. That was a hard decision for me to make, but i did it!...and i'm having faith for greater things to come.

Anyways...later i will post a little more. I'm off to yoga.